There is a Pepsi machine that is located at our apartment pool. It is the source of a great deal of frustration and, I imagine, bruised toes.
This machine has been broken for two years.
We sit at the pool and watch as person after person, men, women and children try to beat the odds. It will take your change but won't give you anything to drink. It won't take dollars. In fact, far as we can tell, they don't even refill this machine anymore. Anytime you press a button it reads "out". But it still looks pretty. It's still plugged in and refrigerating empty space.
There is no sign warning you, everyone just knows its broken. Everyone even warns everyone else as they approach the machine, just in case they don't know. "It's broken!" is called out many times each day. Every so often, even though we know it is broken and it's going to take our money, someone tries again...ya know, just in case it has been fixed.
Nope, it is never fixed. It is always broken. It will not give you a can of soda. Ever. Never, ever, ever. But maybe..? NO! Don't we understand? It is broken. It cannot physically do what it was created to do.
I was in a professional training yesterday that was teaching the power of positive thinking and how it can make our ability to be successful so much greater. I spent most of the training sitting, feeling pretty negative, actually. Because it would be nice if that were so, but it's not true. Positive energy is a bourgeois luxury because when you have the resources to create success, success perpetuates success which creates its own positive energy. Positive thinking has to be based on something historical that reminds you in your past, at some point, you have been successful and you can be again.
The oppressed and poor in our community. Honestly, if they only exuded more positive energy...right? Our system is broken. Our economy, our educational systems, our family systems, sometimes even our churches...they are broken. They are not providing society what they were created to provide. They create hurdles and road blocks to even the tiniest attempts of improvement. We continue to hope, to place our trust and faith in these systems, because we hear rumors that somewhere, someone found a Pepsi Machine that actually did give them a soda. But for way too many, these systems, these machines that are meant to provide the essentials to us, are just broken.
When we warn someone that the system is broken, it is not because we are expressing negative energy. It doesn't matter how positive I am that the machine will give me a soda...it never will. Children hope that education will lead to success. Adults hope that they can overcome labels of "felony" or "default" or "credit risk" and have financial security. Immigrants hope if they go through the legal steps and learn the language that they will be accepted as equal members of our community. Broke, broke, broke.
My positive energy comes from this fact: God loves us. My faith is no longer in failing systems but in God who never fails.
Friday, June 21, 2013
Tuesday, June 18, 2013
Chesterton, Lewis, and Modernity: The Infallible Sign of the Presence of God
By Charles D. Beard
If they find a Christian mistaken in a field which they themselves know well and hear him maintaining his foolish opinions about our books, how are they going to believe those books in matters concerning the resurrection of the dead, the hope of eternal life, and the kingdom of heaven, when they think their pages are full of falsehoods on facts which they themselves have learnt from experience and the light of reason? —Augustine, on why we should avoid literal interpretations of the Bible
One time before his conversion, Augustine tied himself in knots because
he had to deliver a speech honoring the Emperor. In true political form, he
said of it: “I was to deliver many a lie, and the lying was to be applauded by those
who knew I was lying.”
Before he was to deliver the speech, he saw a drunk beggar
wandering the streets of Milan, happy that he’d made enough to get a full belly
and a drink. And Augustine hated himself because he knew that the beggar was
happier than he was.
Many years later, as a bishop, Augustine reflected on this
experience: “He had not, indeed, gained true
joy, but, at the same time, with all my ambitions, I was seeking one still more
untrue.”
In other words, Augustine says that the drunk
was closer to God than he himself was — because at least in that moment, the
drunk was happy.
So let’s talk about how Christians hate joy.
Friday, June 14, 2013
Pray and Fast During the Fortnight for Freedom — Even Though the Bishops Are Wrong
By Charles D. Beard
Yes, conservatives need to do a better job of finding God in Catholics who disagree with them, but so do liberals. We need to remember that Bishops and traditionally minded Catholics are not the enemy. We are all on the same side.
It’s that time of year. The Feast of Sts. Thomas More and
John Fisher is upon us, and the Bishops are once again asking us to pray and
fast during the so-called Fortnight for Freedom — from June 21 to July 4.
Once again, my liberal Catholic reaction ranges somewhere between
an eyeroll and a heavy sigh.
And once again, I’d like to call upon my fellow liberal
Catholics to ignore that gut reaction and participate in the Fortnight anyway.
In this post, I hope to explain why it’s important that we do so.
Before I get into why we should participate in the
Fortnight, I want to explain — in a way I didn’t in my post
last year — why I think the Bishops are going about this in the wrong way. Hopefully
in doing so, I will both give voice to liberal concerns from a Catholic
perspective and reassure traditionalists that it’s possible to disagree with
the Bishops on this without leaving the bounds of orthodoxy.
Those of us who are liberal-but-orthodox haven’t really had
a platform in which to express our concerns. I reject the borderline
anti-intellectualism of post-1990s liberal Catholicism, but that doesn’t make
the reasoning behind the Fortnight for Freedom any better. Here are a couple of
reasons why:
Opposition to the
mandate relies on specious moral reasoning. The HHS contraception mandate
rests on the assumption that Catholic employers and hospitals are directly
participating in evil, and direct participation in evil in never permissible. I
agree that direct participation in evil is wrong, but the Bishops have not done
a good job of delineating what does and does not qualify as “direct.”
For example, the Bishops have in the past lobbied to preserve the Hyde Amendment, which limits federal funding for abortion. But it does something else as well: it maintains federal funding for abortion. When I pay my Medicaid taxes, my money goes into a Great Big Pile of Money, some of which pays for abortion. The Bishops consider this only indirect participation with evil, partly because I don’t intend the evil and partly because most of what Medicaid does is good.
I fail to see how that structure is different from the contraception mandate. The idea goes that an employer pays for an insurance policy, which means his or her money goes into a Great Big Pile, some of which is used to pay for contraceptives. If the employer doesn’t intend the evil (and given the protests, who could say that the evil is intended?) and most of what the insurance policy pays for is good, why is participating in that system different from participating in the Hyde Amendment?
It seems that either both systems are permissible or both are prohibited. If both are prohibited, should I not refuse to pay my Medicaid taxes? (If so, I’ll ask my employer to stop my withholding tomorrow!) If both are permissible, why all this hullaballoo about the Fortnight for Freedom?
It’s possible I’m wrong in my reasoning. But the Bishops are asking us to take spiritual and political action because of this mandate. At minimum, before the Bishops ask us to do that, they owe us theological resources explaining why the HHS mandate and the Hyde Amendment are morally distinct. They have not done so.
For example, the Bishops have in the past lobbied to preserve the Hyde Amendment, which limits federal funding for abortion. But it does something else as well: it maintains federal funding for abortion. When I pay my Medicaid taxes, my money goes into a Great Big Pile of Money, some of which pays for abortion. The Bishops consider this only indirect participation with evil, partly because I don’t intend the evil and partly because most of what Medicaid does is good.
I fail to see how that structure is different from the contraception mandate. The idea goes that an employer pays for an insurance policy, which means his or her money goes into a Great Big Pile, some of which is used to pay for contraceptives. If the employer doesn’t intend the evil (and given the protests, who could say that the evil is intended?) and most of what the insurance policy pays for is good, why is participating in that system different from participating in the Hyde Amendment?
It seems that either both systems are permissible or both are prohibited. If both are prohibited, should I not refuse to pay my Medicaid taxes? (If so, I’ll ask my employer to stop my withholding tomorrow!) If both are permissible, why all this hullaballoo about the Fortnight for Freedom?
It’s possible I’m wrong in my reasoning. But the Bishops are asking us to take spiritual and political action because of this mandate. At minimum, before the Bishops ask us to do that, they owe us theological resources explaining why the HHS mandate and the Hyde Amendment are morally distinct. They have not done so.
Opposition to the
mandate makes too much of the concept of “intrinsic evil.” Most of the
argumentation surrounding the mandate has relied on the term intrinsic evil,
which means something that is never good and is always evil. Murder, for
example, is an intrinsic evil. So is, we are told, the use of contraceptives — at
least when they are used as contraceptives and not for another medical purpose.
So far, so good.
But because the evil is “intrinsic” does not mean that it is automatically worse than other evils. For example, theft of property is an intrinsic evil while war is not. But surely an unjust war is a worse evil than skipping out on the check at a restaurant. The strong opponents of the mandate argue that because contraception is an intrinsic evil, we must spend more time and resources praying and working to end the mandate than, say, working and praying to improve the lives of the poor.
The counterargument is that it’s not necessary for Catholics to agree that this or that program is the best way to help the poor. I agree. But the twin evils of defrauding the laborer of his wages and oppressing widows and orphans are both sins that cry to Heaven for vengeance. If I see a structure that I believe does those things, I believe I have a moral obligation to oppose it. Moreover, I believe that those are worse evils than contraception and thus are more deserving of my resources to stop them.
In other words, I don’t disagree with the goals of the Fortnight for Freedom. But to have this evil picked out of all the evils in our society for a special time of prayer and fasting is extremely disappointing. There are worse evils that the Bishops should be asking us to fast for.
But because the evil is “intrinsic” does not mean that it is automatically worse than other evils. For example, theft of property is an intrinsic evil while war is not. But surely an unjust war is a worse evil than skipping out on the check at a restaurant. The strong opponents of the mandate argue that because contraception is an intrinsic evil, we must spend more time and resources praying and working to end the mandate than, say, working and praying to improve the lives of the poor.
The counterargument is that it’s not necessary for Catholics to agree that this or that program is the best way to help the poor. I agree. But the twin evils of defrauding the laborer of his wages and oppressing widows and orphans are both sins that cry to Heaven for vengeance. If I see a structure that I believe does those things, I believe I have a moral obligation to oppose it. Moreover, I believe that those are worse evils than contraception and thus are more deserving of my resources to stop them.
In other words, I don’t disagree with the goals of the Fortnight for Freedom. But to have this evil picked out of all the evils in our society for a special time of prayer and fasting is extremely disappointing. There are worse evils that the Bishops should be asking us to fast for.
But — thank God! — I am
not a Bishop, and they didn’t ask my opinion.
I think what the Bishops are doing doesn’t help and may harm
the spread of the Gospel in America. I think their actions are playing into the
hands of those — not a few — who confuse Catholicism with conservative
politics.
But they are the Bishops and we are not. Unless they’re
commanding us to sin, we should probably obey them. Asking us to pray and fast
is no sin. Far from it.
We liberal Catholics like to remind our more traditional
brothers and sisters that Catholic means universal. Part of that means finding
God in all things — as St. Ignatius said — even in people we disagree with.
Yes, conservatives need to do a better job of finding God in Catholics who disagree with them, but so do liberals. We need to remember that Bishops and traditionally minded Catholics are not the enemy. We are all on the same side.
I wrote last year: “Maintaining the
unity of the ark of salvation that subsists in the Catholic Church is of
paramount, almost overwhelming, importance.” Before we criticize the
Bishops for divisiveness — even if we have good reasons for doing so — we need to
look to our own lives to make sure that we’re not fomenting divisiveness at our
end. Participating in the Fortnight is one way to avoid that pitfall.
When we participate in the Fortnight, we need to
do a number of things. One of the
primary ones is to do what the Bishops ask: pray for religious freedom in this country.
If you’re like me, you may not think it’s all that much under attack. But the
Second Vatican Council teaches that we should “submit our mind and will to the
Church,” even if the Church isn’t speaking infallibly. Conservatives and
traditionalists seem to have a tendency to interpret that to mean that we
should agree with the Church even against our better judgment. I think that’s a
simplistic interpretation.
Instead, I think it means we should give the Church the benefit of the doubt. I really don’t see how this mandate is “an unprecedented attack on religious liberty,” as the USCCB keeps telling us. But in submitting my mind and will to the Church I should acknowledge that I might be wrong. I want to emphasize: I don’t think I am and I don’t mind telling that to any Bishop who asks me. If I am wrong, though, I don’t want to be someone who didn’t pray that God’s will be done.
Instead, I think it means we should give the Church the benefit of the doubt. I really don’t see how this mandate is “an unprecedented attack on religious liberty,” as the USCCB keeps telling us. But in submitting my mind and will to the Church I should acknowledge that I might be wrong. I want to emphasize: I don’t think I am and I don’t mind telling that to any Bishop who asks me. If I am wrong, though, I don’t want to be someone who didn’t pray that God’s will be done.
So we should pray with the Bishops during the
Fortnight, but we must do a number of other things as well, things that we as
liberal Catholics can offer to the Church. Here are a few:
Pray for religious liberty where it really is threatened. Back in April, two Orthodox bishops were kidnapped in Syria and they
have not been returned. We don’t know much past that, but it’s only the most
sensational reminder that there are places where it is dangerous to be a
Christian. We must do what we can to assist them, even if that just means
praying and fasting for a couple of weeks.
Pray for the Bishops. They have a tough job. They
have to deal with people like me who carp that they’re going too far, as well
as people like Michael Voris, who carp that they don’t go nearly far enough.
Even if we don’t agree with them or support them on this, they deserve our
prayers.
Hug a traditionalist. Matt Malone, the new
editor-in-chief at America, wrote last month
that Catholics must fight the tendency to break down into conservative and
liberal tribes. Specifically, he said: “America understands
the church as the body of Christ, not as the body politic. Liberal,
conservative, moderate are words that describe factions in a polis, not members of a communion.” During the Fortnight
for Freedom, when partisan bickering is likely to be high in the Church, go up
to a conservative Catholic and tell her that you appreciate her contribution to
the body of Christ. (Just don’t hug her during the sign of peace at
Mass. Conservatives don’t like that!)
Tell our secular friends what we’re doing. Yes, the Lord did warn against telling people when we pray and fast,
but I think He would understand if we bend that rule here. (After all, we’re
liberal Catholics; we love bending rules!)
If conservatives have a tendency to think their
Catholicism supports their politics, then we liberals tend to compartmentalize
our spiritual life away from our secular life. That’s not a healthy impulse.
The Fortnight for Freedom provides an opportunity to remind secular liberals
(and ourselves!) that we are not Christians despite our liberalism: we are
liberals because of our Christianity.
This is my challenge to liberal Catholics, both
those more and less liberal than I am. That goes for orthodox Catholics who
happen to like the welfare state, birth-control-using Catholics, pro-choice
Catholics, Spirit of Vatican II Catholics, gay-rights-supporting Catholics, and
even Catholics who miss singing Marty Haugen songs at Mass. During the
Fortnight for Freedom, bite the bullet and participate. Remind yourself that
the Church is bigger than your own view of it — and so is the action of God in
the world. You may experience God in a new way.
In doing this, remember that the goal of any
regimen of prayer and fasting isn’t to achieve a political end — whether ours
or the Bishops’. The goal is to realize by grace the self-revelation of God in
Jesus Christ. Any liberalism not rooted in that self-revelation isn’t a
liberalism worth having.
Monday, June 3, 2013
Luke 9
Jesus spoke to the crowds about the kingdom of God,
and he healed those who needed to be cured.
As the day was drawing to a close,
the Twelve approached him and said,
"Dismiss the crowd
so that they can go to the surrounding villages and farms
and find lodging and provisions;
for we are in a deserted place here."
(Refer the hungry, Lord, to Catholic Charities or the Food Bank.
Tell the homeless to go to the Day Center.
Tell the broken-hearted and lonely to get a therapist.)
He said to them, "Give them some food yourselves."
They replied, "Five loaves and two fish are all we have,
unless we ourselves go and buy food for all these people."
(Lord, make them take a drug test before we spend our money on them. Are you sure they aren't criminals or scam artists? What if they sell the food and buy drugs? This really is not my calling. I have a job and a family and I am really really busy. Besides, this is why I donate money to charities and pay taxes. I barely have enough to feed myself and my own family and I don't really trust you completely to take care of me.)
Now the men there numbered about five thousand.
( There are so many Lord. What is the point? Nothing is going to change.
They are just going to be hungry again later. And if we feed them ourselves than they won't ever learn to be self sufficiant. They will expect us to feed them every time they are hungry. Where do I even begin?)
Then he said to his disciples,
"Have them sit down in groups of about fifty."
They did so and made them all sit down.
Then taking the five loaves and the two fish,
and looking up to heaven,
he said the blessing over them, broke them,
and gave them to the disciples to set before the crowd.
They all ate and were satisfied.
And when the leftover fragments were picked up,
they filled twelve wicker baskets
(ora et labora)
and he healed those who needed to be cured.
As the day was drawing to a close,
the Twelve approached him and said,
"Dismiss the crowd
so that they can go to the surrounding villages and farms
and find lodging and provisions;
for we are in a deserted place here."
(Refer the hungry, Lord, to Catholic Charities or the Food Bank.
Tell the homeless to go to the Day Center.
Tell the broken-hearted and lonely to get a therapist.)
He said to them, "Give them some food yourselves."
They replied, "Five loaves and two fish are all we have,
unless we ourselves go and buy food for all these people."
(Lord, make them take a drug test before we spend our money on them. Are you sure they aren't criminals or scam artists? What if they sell the food and buy drugs? This really is not my calling. I have a job and a family and I am really really busy. Besides, this is why I donate money to charities and pay taxes. I barely have enough to feed myself and my own family and I don't really trust you completely to take care of me.)
Now the men there numbered about five thousand.
( There are so many Lord. What is the point? Nothing is going to change.
They are just going to be hungry again later. And if we feed them ourselves than they won't ever learn to be self sufficiant. They will expect us to feed them every time they are hungry. Where do I even begin?)
Then he said to his disciples,
"Have them sit down in groups of about fifty."
They did so and made them all sit down.
Then taking the five loaves and the two fish,
and looking up to heaven,
he said the blessing over them, broke them,
and gave them to the disciples to set before the crowd.
They all ate and were satisfied.
And when the leftover fragments were picked up,
they filled twelve wicker baskets
(ora et labora)
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